beautiful :)

I did an entry awhile ago and created it for an hour i think and suddenly, the internet connection was disconnected! It was my first entry that make sense, sayaaaaaang! pero okay, i will try to do it again. :)

I was browsing a seventeen mag early this afternoon and saw this section by which celebs share the things that makes them beautiful, after reading, i ended up asking the very same question to myself.

First, let us define beautiful. For me beautiful means how you take care of yourself, how confident you present yourself to others, how other people sees you. Honeslty, whenever somebody tells me iam beautiful which is rare HAHAHA! i never really take it seriously and always take it as a sarcastic comment. haha boo-hoo! why? because whenever i look in the mirror, all that i seem to see is my button-like nose, my body that gain pounds easily even if i watch my every food intake each meal, or how short my legs are. But you know what, this is soooo wrong!

Imperfections and flaws are the things that makes us real human. These are the things that makes our lives exciting and worth living believe it or not. Plus, if it bothers you that much, you can always do something about it! Like me for example, i try to eat frequently however in small amount and try to be more active, my metabolism is slow so i have to take a few changes and adjustments, i wear shorts, skirts and dresses more often for my legs to appear longer that it is, it's a trick! There's alway a remedy for our physical appearance let's keep that in mind.Comparing yourself to others will not do you good believe me, it will only make you feel depressed and unlucky which is totally non sense!

Another is surround yourself with positive people. Those who really loves you will constantly make you feel beautiful. They will love you for who you are no matter what.your wit, humor and kind heart is what matters to them! Friends and family really do the magic, They will never bring you down however pull you up when on your lowest.

Lastly, do the things that makes you happy! Being happy with what you do and make with your time is the best way to be beautiful! you are your best if you do the things you love, the things that makes you feel worthy and meaningful. Plan your future and dream for it and make it as a life's purpose. All our imperfections, all our flaws all the things we wish we possess should never stand in or way. WE SHOULD NEVER LET OUR FEAR WIN OVER! Always have a positive outlook in life even if trials and pains are along the way, it's never enoughh reason for us to quit and stay beautiful!


so let me ask you, WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL? :)

TOXIC MUCH!

blah blah blah. OMG pleaseeeee. you talk too much ma'am oh my! you're giving me a headache. please, breathe-in, breathe-out! chill! try to relax, unwind... my sentiments, i apologize. there's just too much going on this MINOR computer class. 2nd semester had just started, it's barely 2 weeks and yet we have accumulated 3 quizzes already!!!! im trying really hard not to say any foul words but please let me blurt out some to ease the pain. I FUCKING HATE THIS CLASS. im so sorrrrrrry ma'am. aaaaaaaahhhhh.. okay, i feel good somehow.

Another quiz for bio after this, uggggghhhhh. my brain cells are dead, they're running dry. how can i rehydrate it??? my life is so boring. acads keeps me pre-occupied. i cannot do the things that i want. my heart is crying out loud. i want to do something fuuuuuuunnnn!!!! okay i should stop now, my prof is near. HAHAHAHAHA illegal blogging again. try to do this leytur! if i'll not get too lazy, hahaha! TOODLES!

so here I am again!

go ma'am, keep on talking about UST's IP address and wikipedia not being that reliable in searching for homeworks and informations, as long as we can surf the net and dout thing, it's fine by me!!! hahaha!

i've been wanting to re-do my blogspot, i do have an existing account here with different e-mail add, however, that was too long ago! try a year and a half ago? ;) OKAY, here i am now, im able to create another account! i have so much to blog actually, i will try to mantain this accout (pinky swear!) but my for my first enty, i will just make this really really short because this is illegal, HAHAHA! plus i have to study for bio quiz, our prof is quite... DIFFERENT! it'll be hard for sure, but hopefully, if i will stop doing this blogging soon and have more time to study, i think i'll somehow answer some of his hard-to-answer questions. okay, so long for now, i'll try to make this artsy, worth reading and updated leytuuuuuur. TA-TA!!!!!