I know... it's been around 3 months since i last updated my blog. I'M SO SORRY! I know I don't have followers and everything but i promised myself that i will dedicately make time for blogging. It is more of an on-line diary actually but the point is, I PROMISED AND SWORE that this year, i'll make it a habit to write whatever, whenever just as long as i put an entry. Your question might be, "What the heck is your blog for anyway?" well, to answer my very own, there are a lot of reasons why i should write and blog. the following are:
1. I desperately need to improve my writing skills. In the the field that I decided to pursue involes a lot of writing papers, And If ever I decided to really pursue Law, God only knows how much we have to write just to be called ourselves as lawyers. But come to think of it if i became one... aaaahhh! MAGICAL! anyways, dayreaming aside, That's my primary reason.
2. I don't know how to express myself. Well, not that i totally don't know how but I more comfortable talking especially when it comes to "feelings". I usually talk about that stuff with my friends, sisters and cousins. However, my problem is, when i'm feeling down, depressed, confused all that sorts of feelings, I don't know how to express it... SERIOUSLY. I normally talks about positive happy moving experiences, thoughts and feelings with my loved ones and that's who Iam. If ever i feel angry about something, someone or disappointed on whatever reason, I just hold it inside me. WEIRD, i really don't know what to do next you know. I'm a self-confessed non-conformist too. I don't like people arguing around me and gets BV(bad vibes) right away! And don't make me start on how I can't stand confrontations. It's just too much for me! i'm always like "can we just forget about all this and just start apologizing and accept sorrys and offer a big warm hug for everyone!". So, this blog is sort of an OUTLET of repressed feelings and emotions. (meh ganun!)
3. I would like to reflect on how my day went. There will always be embarassing moments, triumphant story, heart breaking sceonario etc. on everybody's everyday life. Those things are always worth talking about and worth mentioning. It's what makes life more interesting and worth living.
4. I have a poor memory. This blog is not only an outlet of repressed feeling and emotions but also my personal on-line "memory keeper" that's what i'm calling it. I don't want to forget but unfortunately I do sometimes. So... this will be a very good idea! I can even reread my entries and feel like I'm experiencing and feeling it all over again. Good or bad, it'll be fine!
I'm an extrovert but apparently, There are a lot of things I don't share with people and I want to start now. I know blogging is Fun! and Im ready to venture that kind of fun. I don't get a lot of action nowadays so this should be exciting. This entry is enough for now. I'll try updating atleast twice a week. oha? parang celebrity lang. hahaha! okay, til next time. :)
